Realization!

Ive never really realized how beautiful the world is. As i layed on the middle of the Show Low high school football Field at 3 in the morning i realized just how beautiful the world we live in is. I have seriously taken it for granted so much! The pretty clouds, green grass, and the most beautiful sunrise! I just felt so alive. I felt so weary but i couldn't even force myself to close my eyes. SO, i pretty much have a lot to write about! the Cancer Walk went so well! the whole fananza was amazing! They had belly dancers, one who looked like Katy Perry. There was hula girls, live bands a DJ, and you cant forget the 2am Chili cook off! :) I really just wish i could have helped out more. Although i did enough walking for eight people! haha. Then i only got one hour of sleep and i went to flagstaff to go on a shopping trip my my best friend foreign oda! Then i stayed up for over 36 hours! I didn't think that was even possible for me! On another note, This boy that i have crazy feeling for is driving me nuts! One day he likes me, then the next he wont even talk to me! Its like that Katy Perry song hot and cold! it describes him perfectly! I don't even know what to do anymore. Your so on and off i cant even keep up! I really just need to get over you! blech! Anyways, i promise kyle i would tell him just how much i love him in here! Kyler, He is seriously the best friend you could ever have! He's always there for me, and i just feel like i can tell him anything and he wont judge me or tell anyone! I seriously don't know what i would do without him! He's the greatest person alive! I so glad we get to grow up together and make tons of great memories! Gosh! I just feel like Ive taken so many things for granted! Theres so many things that people see everyday and they don't realize it! I mean even with people! Like that saying " you never realize what you have till its gone". My life seriously goes by that! And i don't want it to.