Pumpernickle, Not the bread.

My new kitten is seriously the light of my life! I love her! She is so spoiled but hey i love her :) I got her a week ago Wednesday and shes already potty trained hoo-rah! I just know I'm in love with her. She even has to sleep with me in my bed! Shes crazy! Anyways. Last night i indeed had the weirdest dream! Me and my family were playing some weird game about my brothers life? It all started off at the elks lodge and then somehow magically we were on the football Field i couldn't really tell where but somewhere. Then all of a sudden all of these choir kids like bust out and they re practicing for some concert or something? and god knows why my family and i were playing this game on the middle of a football field. Then were magically inside the school, and these boys are grabbing random choir girls and carrying them into this tiny room? Then Kody farr tried to take me into the room but i tackled him picked him up and chucked him in the room? I would tell you more but that would just brake the barriers I've set up between this person and I. Anyway, WOW! Aren't dreams just the weirdest sometimes? They really don't make sense ever. It's like this huge mash of random things your brain makes and sends to you while your snoozing your life away! Oh my gosh on another note! So yesterday I go to Dairy queen right, and were they re waiting at the big dairy queen menu in the drive thru waiting for the car in front of us to move forward when this kid in a DQ t-shirt busts up and asks us what wed like to order! His voice sounded really familiar so i look out and it was MICHAEL NODAL! It was so cool! Being summer and all! but of course my parents had to embarrass me like always! It's like a parents job! They said I had to pay, So i get out all my ones (that's what happens when your a waitress), then my parents said i had all ones because I'm a stripper. Like no joke, my parents really say things like that! Then i told my parents to look at Michael's butt cause its just so nice! OH MY LANTA! If you ever see Michael look at his junk in the trunk! It's like woooooow! :) mmkay enough about that. I need to go feed Pumpernickle...

Realization!

Ive never really realized how beautiful the world is. As i layed on the middle of the Show Low high school football Field at 3 in the morning i realized just how beautiful the world we live in is. I have seriously taken it for granted so much! The pretty clouds, green grass, and the most beautiful sunrise! I just felt so alive. I felt so weary but i couldn't even force myself to close my eyes. SO, i pretty much have a lot to write about! the Cancer Walk went so well! the whole fananza was amazing! They had belly dancers, one who looked like Katy Perry. There was hula girls, live bands a DJ, and you cant forget the 2am Chili cook off! :) I really just wish i could have helped out more. Although i did enough walking for eight people! haha. Then i only got one hour of sleep and i went to flagstaff to go on a shopping trip my my best friend foreign oda! Then i stayed up for over 36 hours! I didn't think that was even possible for me! On another note, This boy that i have crazy feeling for is driving me nuts! One day he likes me, then the next he wont even talk to me! Its like that Katy Perry song hot and cold! it describes him perfectly! I don't even know what to do anymore. Your so on and off i cant even keep up! I really just need to get over you! blech! Anyways, i promise kyle i would tell him just how much i love him in here! Kyler, He is seriously the best friend you could ever have! He's always there for me, and i just feel like i can tell him anything and he wont judge me or tell anyone! I seriously don't know what i would do without him! He's the greatest person alive! I so glad we get to grow up together and make tons of great memories! Gosh! I just feel like Ive taken so many things for granted! Theres so many things that people see everyday and they don't realize it! I mean even with people! Like that saying " you never realize what you have till its gone". My life seriously goes by that! And i don't want it to.