Do i just suck?

So, senior year is almost over and im getting extremely nervous! I'm really excited but scared at the same time! soon ill be moving out on my own! WOW! it seems like everything has gone by so fast! It seems like just yesterday I was super excited to turn ten double digets baby! and now its like... im gonna be 18! and moving out! wooooow! :) Everything has been going super well... school work and my college class! Hoping to take a nice graduation trip! :) Which bring up the point that i totally suck with guys I guess? apparently im some mojor creep who can only keep someone interested for like a month? cool huh? EPIC FAIL! Anyways...... i just randomly felt like blogging on here. it'been like.. a whole year since ive written anything on here.