Jealousy.

Have you ever felt like someone has something that they totally don't deserve and you do! This probably sounds soo bad but seriously. There's just so many people out there that have all this stuff and i think to myself, do they really deserve to have that? I hate having feelings for someone who is just over the top love bipolar. Maybe this summer i can get away from you! I'll eventually find someone who I'm just mad for :o) Talking to you once just, doesn't cut it for me. Sometimes i feel like i just don't measure up to a lot of people. I often find me trying to change myself to fit everyone Else's standards. I'm completely done with that! It just doesn't make sense for me to be liked for something I'm not. I show my true self all the time! If people have a problem with that, well then keep it to yourself. Honestly i love blogging. I feel its the only way to express myself. I don't care if a million people read this, or if no one reads it. It just makes me feel good to get it out! So this summer i really feel like a bum! I really want to get out there and find some kind of hobby to occupy my time, because sitting around all day in my pajamas just Inst cutting it for me. I want to go running. I just need to find someone to run with me! I've realized that I'm realllllllly undependent. I always need someone to come do things with me and ill never do anything alone. i wonder if other people are like that? I got to thinking the other day and i thought if im so depenedent on others how on earth am i going to move out and go to college all on my own? I need to start being more independent! Also i really wish i could find a job, but i cant because one the economy is horrible and all the teen jobs are taken up by desperate parents and elders who just need somewhere to work so they can pay bills, and I'm not old enough and if there's a lack of jobs there's no way they would hire someone underage. Boy oh boy! Man i realize that i reallllllly love cats! They are seriously the cutest animals! :) I'm actually getting a kitten next week a think! I am just so excited! I think I'm going to take up extreme scootering! I mean, what gets more extreme then that?

Where has time gone?

Ahh! I just wrote this whole long entry and my freaking computer erased it! I just don't feel like re-typing it. I'll just make it short and sweet! Graduation was last night and i was pretty sad! A lot of my close friends graduated and will be gone next year! I met Oda's parents and it was so cool! Yes, I'm talking about her REAL parents.. like from Norway! The bad part of graduation is that all my wonderful foreign's are leaving! I love them all soo much! Note to self, never hang out with the foreign's because you WILL get attached! I don't think any foreigns that come can even come close to how amazing the ones we have now are! I mean Anna is just so funny and sweet! She can seriously make me laugh no matter what mood I'm in! Becca is seriously hilarious! And i love how proud of Norway she is! :) Oda.. oh man Oda! Ive probably gotten closer to her then the rest! We have so many great memories together and I'm going to miss her soo much! We always talk about boys and what big idiots they are! I really think Ive corrupted her! You cant forget Helena! Although she was a bad girl and got sent home she was still an exchange. Helena is wild and crazy! shes a perverted freak! :) I'm going to Sob forever when they have to leave! Oh another note I'm going to be a Junior next year! I cant even believe it! It seems like the first day of freshman year! Time, Slow down, I need time to catch my breath!

Summer!

Summer is practically here! Tomorrow is the last day of school :) I am so proud of all the seniors graduating i know they worked hard for this very moment! Summer will be so fun! I am looking forward to sleeping till 11 and eating chocolate-chip waffles at 2 in the afternoon! I hope i can make tons of wonderful summer memories. So today i signed up to take a college class at NPC! It's an American sign language class. I'm taking it in July. Man i guess i just cant get away from school! There is just so much that i am curious about, and i have no idea what i want to be in the future. I was thinking by taking some random classes i could find the things i was interested in and the things that i could realize i truly hate :) At this point in our young lives i really think no one knows what they would like to be! It seems like high school is just flying by me so fast and i have no time to figure out what i want to be for the rest of my life! My goal in life is to at least impact one persons life. Then ill know my life was worth while. But how? How can i do this? I'm just young and there is so many choices I have to make!

Kim how stupid can you be!

Have you ever felt like you have this gravitational pull pulling you toward someone? That's like exactly how I feel! Being gravitational and all i cant defy it! I'm like dying! I'm like a hidden stalker that you have no idea about! Ugh! I freaking hate you! Today wasn't so bad on the upside! Although i did miss the bus! how tragic would it be if a giant bolt of lighting hit my house and fried my wonderful laptop! The rain just smells so wonderful today! I just want to go outside and breathe up every last ounce of air! There's 3 days of school left and gosh am i ready for summer, every bit of me hates school by now and is so ready for summer to take its toll! So i practically have the worst sunburn of life! You know what doesn't make sense? I was outside all day on cougar day, Sunday i go to to lake for 3 hours and I'm burned from hell. For some reason although I'm pretty sure no one even reads my blog i feel the need to add every detail of my day. It just helps me unwind and sort through my thoughts. I totally just realized that i love writing. What if i became a famous author, wouldn't that be a treat!

For just a small noggin...

For such a small and undeveloped mind I always just have so much to say! Or for the most part i have so many thoughts, There is just no way that i can blog every thought and idea but for the most part i can express the most important. Lately i just really dont know what to do. I mean boys in case are just so, ugh. I can't even make you notice me. I mean you totallllly lead me on and then never speak to me again? maybe im just picking really bad boys! But how can it be that EVERY boy is that way? Is it so? I should just give up and let it come to me eh'? Ive thought about doing that a lot, But is that possible for me? I honestly just want sweet summer to be here.. and take me away!

My name is WHAT??

WELLL, It just happens to be Kimberly Ann Fletcher. Yeah thats right boys and girls, Kim for short. I am a sophomore, but really not for long. Nah ha. Nice. I don't think I said nicve. Stop typing things I say! How do you change this? How it says "get your noodle up and running"? I'd really like to know! Tierra I'm gonna punch you in the vagina!!! We should all just blog eachother over the summer and be like ' hey guys' in our own little blog thing. STOPPPP IT!!!!!!! I'm gunna punch you in the face in about 29 seconds. Sounds like a old lady name "Bunna". My hip popped out today guys. It its like Bunna Buttgina! Its the best name ever invented. yawwwwwwwn.
Excuse me get outta my wayy.O my god your feet are cold. I know. Heheh its so cool. Do not post that, hoe. Oh, but we will. I'm challenged on the keyboard.
Thank You.
& good night...
technically: good morning.
Peace out. =]